In 2009, she said yes, and I left my world and she became my world. In 2015, she said I do, and she was the only world I knew. However, in 2017, she said goodbye, and kicked me out of her world and left me nowhere.
I do not know where to start, I do not know how to start building my world once again. I am crying like a child in the midst of the night longing for my mother’s closeness and love because I am afraid of being alone.
But my family was stronger than my emotion, they showed me the world that full of love and they told me; Don’t worry my dear we are here to carry you because we are stronger than the world who once you’ve known. That the moment I realized that I need to stand up and put my armors back, and this time much stronger inside.
There are so many questions about forever in a relationship, is it really exist? Some say forever is just a word and it only appears in the dictionary, but not in real life. Well, that is the mindset of people who experienced pain in their past. But for me, I do not know, I do not let my experience define it. Some stayed single because they don’t want to experience the pain again, and for some, they only have one love, so they never find another after they lost the one they truly loved. However, some are brave enough they tried again and again because for them you cannot find true love if you stop, you may rest for a while if you are tired but do not stop trying.
How can you say that he/she is the one who destined for you? How I wish, that everyone who passes our lives bearing our names so we will know that we truly found the one.
To God be the glory